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You know, I have a lot of bizarre dreams with nighmarish elements, and I've always had them, as long as I can remember. Most of the time they're not bad dreams. Just weird.
Today, I had one about the Lighthouse from Veilguard that sure puts a unique spin on the possibility that it might be a living, evolving thing. Because in my dream, after the events of Veilguard, the Lighthouse started slowly transforming into a more personalized space for Rook and the companions. Problem is that where the original furniture disappeared, it left puddles of blood and gore, like the Lighthouse itself was bleeding. And from that, new furniture sprang. But like, Rook's wardrobe had a much wider selection of clothes afterwards! And they were organized into various categories, even. Also, Rook finally got a proper double bed, but the aquarium in their room turned into a really long tunnel (while still being an aquarium) without an end in sight. Where did it lead? I need to know.
#also Astarion was there#how did you get there mate?#I gave him a hug - platonicâ like meeting an old friend#then I remember he wanted me to put a necklace on his neck#(makes sense because my coworker recently asked me to help her with hers because she had trouble clipping it behind her neck)#and it was a bit tight for him#and I was like ''well at least I don't have to worry about it strangling you because you're already dead lmao'' đ¤Śââď¸đ#me đ¤ sassy Rook#it's so funny that these characters are never where they're supposed to be#I've seen Lucanis like 5 times already but never in the DA setting (that I could recognize at least)#like last time I literally met him at a tram stop in my city#and I remember I wanted to ask something and suddenly somebody crashed on a bike nearby and we had to call an ambulance#same with Harding#I've seen Harding but it was like modern AU and we were sharing a room while being on a trip somewhere#like guys what are you doing#stop teasing about invading my world and just do it#but anyway#yeah#that's what my brain does at night#a lot of my dreams feel like they're generated by an AI
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I love that I share my house with one of the most efficient apex predators millions of years of evolution could produce. I love that two of natureâs most prolific machines met and were like âhmmm. We should lay around and do nothing togetherâ. Now weâre both fat and happy and full of meat. The hedonism of it all
#Ollieposting#he is NOT fat btw I know cat fat is not the same as human fat i work very hard to keep him in cat-luxury#But still#We both eat well and sleep lots#and I love that
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ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be
#not to mention ripping off and plagirazing real artists hard work of course#which is a whole other conversation#i cant feel the same love and adoration for whatever the slop machine produces#it will never be the same#im just really tired#anti ai#anti ai art
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đŻđ hybrid sylus x female reader
(10k wc) ⌠summary: demanding, old, hostileâ just a few of the warnings the man at the local shelter gave you before opening its cage. but it doesnât matter. so long as he can protect you, all else can be forgiven. yet heâs more wolf than dog. more⌠man than wolf.
⌠content hybrid! sylus, nsfw/smut, hints of violence (not between mc/sylus), tension, kind of enemies to lovers-? he warms up to mc, knotting & adjusting to it, feral behavior, cunnilingus, slight somnophilia (not detailed), hinted age gap (all parties are 18+), possessive behavior, size difference,
⌠sidenote as by popular demand we have the latest installment of the lads hybrid collection đââď¸ i apologize in advance bc even as a wolf-man creature i made sylus older, because yall already know i love me a good olâ fashioned dilf. dont ask me what bro is in dog years just know heâs scruffy! anyways do enjoy this lil thing while u wait for the caleb fic which i am busting my ass for :] đ ALSO sorry. heâs not feline this time⌠>_< this is def not my fav piece but i hope some of the girlies will like this one :] i did work hard on it itâs quite long. i gave it plot but tbh the smut is straight up filthy đ ig all we have left to do is hybrid rafayel! but that boyâs gonna have to wait lol :,) i do hav an idea for him tho ;D
With every step, it feels as if the walls of your apartment are closing in on you.
By your feet, at the front door you hardly have the coordination to close- blundering with the lock- lay a bouquet. Scattered. Flowers strew themselves across your hall as you kick the clasped bunch with the tip of your heel and glide from room to room, warily ducking into each one with your hand braced in front of your body, ready to beat and thrash and fight for your life.
In your other hand- a note. Crumpled, now. Shaking between your fingers.
You donât think heâs gotten inside again- it seems the new home security measures you installed have thrown a wrench in his plans- for the moment, at least (although your spare key is still missing)- but youâre not wholly convinced youâre safe, either.
And to be clear, itâs better to be that than sorry: Youâll check each and every cranny of your little flat if it means reclaiming your peace of mind.
Your life is a different story though, as of late; threatened yet not something quite as simple to take back. Living with bated breath is no way to exist- neither with the perpetual looks thrown over your shoulder on the short trek back from the bus, the seemingly harmless creaks at night hurling you whole feet from your bed.
Because of that fear, you can hardly even bear to look down at the tiny paper in your hand to read it.
I loved that outfit on you yesterday babe. Can you blame me for taking a little from your wardrobe? âĄ
Strangely, though, your drawer is just as you left it when you slide it from its framework almost fast enough to pop its screws, fearing the worst.
Clothes- your tee shirts, blouses for work and lacy bras, pencil skirts- fling across your bed, yet nothing is⌠amiss.
That outfit from yesterday.
With a gasp, you twist around to look at your hamper, and-
Sure enough, the lid is open.
âŚ
â-get a few new ones a week. Gets hard to keep up with âem all. All the personalities and quirks- a lot of them wonât even eat their kibble unless you look the other way.â
The cold brick walls and all the sounds bouncing off them (grunts, woofs, and nails against tile) become humdrum as the worker, waving a hand as he talks- rants, really- leads you through the pound.
The fluorescence lighting the place flares, whirs overhead. Everything about the setting is harsh. Obviously, youâre in no danger- but as you trail alongside him, you feel a sense of foreboding in your gut all the same. Like youâre walking into a dungeon.
The colorless walls swallowing up most of your vision make that silly threat seem an ounce realer.
You swallow, head on a swivel- yet not for fear, but sympathy as you pass an assortment of fenced-off pets. Some track you with a snarl. Some with eyes that plead. Still, they all share the undeniable tinge of distrust.
What an awful place, you think to yourself.
âŚBut coming here had a purpose.
Your heels clip against the scratched floor and echo in rounds, a certain emptiness existing around you that seems misaligned with all the noise and sights.
Dogs in their cagesâ some upfront, teething at the metal, others: cowed to their corners, lying on thin blankets not quite as worse for wear.
To sum it up- creatures sapped of will. Defeated in life.
A distinct sorrow weighs in your chest, even as the employee happily drones on, a half-eaten tuna sandwich in one hand (the other: gesturing emphatically), hardly paying you any attention. To be fair, youâre giving him very little as well.
â-I mean, some donât even eat at all. Picky things.â
Picky? You question quietly. Or without hunger? Their appetite for cheap, bagged kibble robbed right along with their appetite for life.
Your nails dent into your palm as you clench it.
Itâs hard to get a word in edgewise as the man chatters away, but you manage to pile down your need to be polite for long enough to get in a:
Hey, excuse me, I asked what kind of dog youâd recommend for protâ
Clack, clack⌠Clack.
You come to a pause, dead-center in the walkway. The dull rhythm of his shoes remains where yours doesnât.
âHeh. We got one a couple of months back who thinks this place is his own damn gourmet restaur-â
When he notices youâre not arm-to-arm, he, too, stops.
âMaâam?â He turns.
âThat one,â you breathe, just vaguely registering as the worker sidles up to you and glances at the cage you approach. The glint in your eye wins his interest.
For once since you entered the building, he shuts his mouth.
When he looks at âthat oneâ in questionâ a silver shock of fur, immersed in a shadow against the far wallâ his eyes almost bulge from his skull.
A sharp laugh.
âAh, little lady. Donât wanna bite off more than you can chew, now. See-â
As he falls back into drivel (albeit, you lend an ear, curious now), you eye the pooch.
He looks a little wilder than the rest, a little more weathered, tucked to the corner of his cage but not quite âcoweringâ- no, heâs a touch too big and threatening for it to seem that way. More like⌠brooding.
âŚYet you wonder all the same if thatâs what he feels, too. Scared like most if not all of the others.
Your chest stirs again with that wisp of sadness.
If you could, youâd clip their collars to a leash and walk them all home, cramming them into your apartment with no thought and all heart. For reasons- countless reasons (having to do with your tiny home and even tinier wallet)- thatâs not possible.
In a place as cold and unfortunate as this, heâd have every reason to be frightened, you think, but when your eyes soften with pity at him, his own narrow.
Thoughtfully, you blink.
As the worker rattles off his minor crimes around the playpen- and the hole he eats through their budget, what with his size- you canât help but marvel at him.
Concerningly massive. With thick, silvery fur matted in certain areas, patchy with scars in others, and eyes that glow an unnatural shade of red- you can wholeheartedly say youâve never seen the breed before. Less dog-like and more wolfish.
It warrants a raise of the brow, just what heâs doing here. Did he have an owner before? Was he abandoned by them? Or⌠was he just pulled from the street?
And if so, how many elephant-sized tranquilizer darts did it take to haul him here?
âSo,â he says, stuffing his hand in his pockets, âHonestly, Maâam, heâs probably not what youâre lookinâ for.â Giving your clacking heels and airy sundress a once-over, he sighs.
âWe do have a Samoyed though- he was brought in just yesterday. Super playful. Great personality. Domesticated. He definitely wonât be here for long. Uh⌠this one here, though,â he snickers. âHeâs unpredictable at the best of times. Growls when ya feed him- then growls some more âcause heâs still hungry... tsk,â he glances down at his hand, then. Evidently, thereâs no mark there, but you think heâs imagining one that couldâve been.
âHeâs on the older side, too. Canât teach him any new tricks. And⌠big, as you can see. With his temperament, heâd probably tear a hole in your apartment. You, uh, you got an apartment, you said-?â
Right now, you should be thankful for all his advice- at the very least, relieved his chatter has become more meaningful, relaying all the poochâs unruly habits. Yet you tune it all out, slightly cocking your head at the beast dog- a movement that, if youâre not imagining things, his scruffy one mirrors.
âHeâsâŚâ
âYep. Like I said-â
âPerfect,â you breathe, falling to a crouch.
The man beside you coughs on his own spit. âWhat-? Uh, little lady, I seriously donât thinkâ hey, watch the hands! Donât stick âem through!â
â-How much?â
You manage to pry your gaze from the ominous thing tucked a number of feet into his prison, cloaked and out of the light, to look up at the man. For all of the warnings and, really, defamation made against the animalâ to his defense, he doesnât lunge. Bark. Claw at the bars or slip his snout through to bite the harmless hand you extend in the space there.
No. With a lift of his whiskers, he watches.
Tuna-sandwich blinks. Eyes widening to twice their original size before he scrubs the lower half of his face.
Eventually, he shrugs. Takes a moment to process it.
As he does, you await the price with a hand already dipping inside your purse. I mean, you hope not to spend a small fortune during this outing- but itâs also an investment worth your while. Thereâs no saying when your stalker will show his face again. If tomorrow heâll be waiting under your bed or in your closet for your return- hell, right now, the hackles on your neck are raised as if he could be lurking still.
A word relieves you of worries for naught.
âNothing.â
âŚWait- No, that canât be right. Nothing? The- your future good boy is worth nothing?
âE-Excuse me?â
He sighs, exasperated. âYouâd be doing us a favor,â is all he gives as an explanation. âYou can have him for free.â
Dumbfounded, snapping your head back to the cage, youâre met with two crimson eyes that look almost hellish as they catch in the shifting fluorescence- and a pass of surprise on its face that appears almost⌠human.
âBut, are you-â
âHaaaaah. Maybe itâs for the better. Youâre like his savior, you know,â he comments, sparing a rather indifferent glance to the animal, âhe oughta be thankful for you coming in here.â
And there, fucking again- like a blade wedged between your ribs and twistingâ
âToo much longer and we wouldâa had to put him down.â
A squeeze of your heart.
Jaw fluttering shut, that morsel of information wipes the entirety of your hesitance out. Belatedly, you nod, perching your bag above your hip once more, a sense of determination smoothing out your features.
âWhen can we get him out of this cage?â
You ask without looking his way.
The sound of keys jingling on a ring has the silver-furred creature perking his left ear ever so slightly- a movement you track with curiosity as the beastâs chest swells in. Itâs like he understands. Maybe he does. Maybe heâs seen countless people just like you filter in and out, pass him by, and ultimately land on a different pet to jailbreak take home.
âI can get you sorted right now,â he quips, helpful, âJust⌠You might wanna back up.â
Weirdly enough- and despite knowing you really should be cautious with a veritable beast from the local shelter, scarred to no end and skulking- all the tiptoeing around him is endearing in its own right.
Heâs a good boy, youâre sure of it. Misunderstood, probably, like the rest of the poor, trembling things hereâ just in need of a nice, loving home and maybe a scritch or two behind the ear. And youâre positive, if nothing else, heâll do plenty a good job at keeping your stalker at bay.
It takes a handful of minutes to loop the rope (not leash: rope) around his neck- yet the worker treats it as a pleasant surprise, muttering something about how heâs just a whit more cooperative today.
âThank you,â you chime a bit breathlessly. Sure, your main goal in coming here was to find a suitable guard dog, but you canât deny the excitement that flutters within as the gate closes to a now-empty cage, your new pet springing free.
Anticipation thrums in your chest as you eagerly accept the rope from him- âcareful,â a snigger- andâ
The ground beneath you all but gives way.
âOh, sir- one more thing! Whatâs his name!â
He stops for a moment to turn halfway over his shoulder. Long, overgrown nails skittering across the floor as the leash tugs harshly and youâre rapidly propelled out the front door, into sunlight.
However, you do catch him shrugging.
âNo clue.â
âŚ
A number of days pass. Those days drag by with an eagerness to get to know each other that seems only one-sided- and a caution on his end that borders uncanniness.
You buy him a fluffy dog bed (the biggest you could find; heâs bigger still). Quality food, not the rubbish they fed him at the pound. And you give him your patience; small, gentle smiles that youâre not entirely sure an animal can understandâ but when you offer out your hand for him to smell, a sign that you mean no harm, he growls and retreats to his corner. He chooses one part of your tiny apartment to hunker down in and outright glares when you get too close.
This is your house.
This⌠was your house. Maybe youâve bitten off more than you can chew. As a week moves on, you concede to your bedroom or the sofa and watch him with resignation as he watches you back- and contemplate if you made the right choice.
Does he seriously hate you that bad? How can you make him understand that you donât harbor any bad intentions for him-? I mean, arenât animals supposed to have that preternatural kind of instinct anyway? to spot malice?
What is he spotting in you?
Curled up on the couch, you hang your hand off the arm and release the new brush youâd bought days ago. Itâs seeming more and more like a useless purchase, yet after countless attempts to bathe and brush him- all for naught- itâs only now starting to settle.
Work was long. That one coworker was grating on your nerves more than usual and you couldâve sworn you heard a second pair of footfalls trailing yours after the bus back- but you can only look over your shoulder so many times without attracting the attention of people who start to wonder if youâre batshit crazy.
But you're not crazy. That- That psychopath is, and his countless notes and uninvited visits to your apartment while youâre gone are all proofs of that.
But thatâs changed, now. If your dog hates you, heâll hate an intruder even more.
You sigh, holding your head in your hands as you lean forward. Like a flower wilted, folded in on itself, too heavy with its withering to support its own weight. You rub your temples when you grudgingly glance up to the wolf-sized beast sulking in the corner.
He stares, of course; buttery light twinkling in imposing, ruby eyes in a way that almost makes him seem tame. Mellow.
Not quite.
Still, you canât bring yourself to dislike him, or regret taking him off the poundâs handsâ for all his stubbornness, the hostility he barely conceals, you know all too well that fear manifests itself in strange ways. Like when you almost snarled at your deskmate today for leaning over your shoulder again to review your work- the proximity too startling to handle. Youâre irate. On alert. Scared. And itâs making you do unreasonable things as a way to calcify your soft skin into a protective shell. You start to think that you must be hard: the climate calls for it.
The mutt that broods behind your armchair is the picture of ominous- big and bad and threatening long before his lip even curls in warning. Everything about him screams see, look at my scars- my sharp teeth and nails. Donât touch me. Donât hurt me.
Your heart stirs.
Tiredly, you offer a small smile. âYou are perfect, you know,â folding your leg over the other as you pat the open space of the couch beside you. It can fit four to six people if they cram together, but you know heâd take up the three cushions beside you if he sprawled out entirely.
He regards you with a microscopic flick of his ears. âEven if you donât like me, that doesnât change what I think about you. If you just let me give you a bath⌠Iâll let you sit on the couch, deal? Iâm sure itâll be comfier than what you got now,â you offer, gesturing harmlessly to the dog bed that lays unused by the tableâ for this reason or that, perhaps just as a way to show you heâs completely rejecting you, heâs avoided it.
Yes, heâs just a tatterdamelion, forgotten animal, operating out of instinct and whatever feels right.
Yes, you still had to mask your hurt over it.
You sigh. âI mean, I havenât even thought of a name for you yet. And Iâm sorry, I justâŚâ Trailing off, you give your head a small shake and stand to your feet. In your mind, with no small amount of discontent, you realize youâve reached a watershed hereâ one that separates your old, normal life from a sense of great uncertainty that rests on the horizon.
And youâre terribly concerned. And tired. But God forbid you start venting to a dog about it.
âNevermind. Goodnight, boy,â you wave your doubts off dismissively, deliberately leaving the lamplight on lest he get scared in the dark. Sometimes, you think you see eyes staring back in it, too, so you put no judgement on him.
Pattering with heavy, sock-clad feet down the hall, âSleep tight. Just tell me if you hear anything at the door-â
A labored sigh.
Nails clacking behind youâ and for one awful second you fear the worst: Youâve turned your back to a beast.
Your breath hitches with the realization, yet as you swiftly spin around- half prepared to bolt or at the very least shield your head with your vulnerable, just as fleshy arms- youâre mistaken.
There, he stands, as a massive silhouette against the living room light angling into the narrow, dim hall. Heâs like a bull in a china shop- monstrous, sharp claws etching lines into the lacquer of the maple wood floor, his tail sending fur gusting behind him as it falls. You become clear of two things, then:
One) you must sweep, and soon. And two)
Heâs tilting his head- in an uncannily shrewd way- towards the ajar bathroom door beside you, and as he noses it open and stares at you, itâs with expectance.
Oh, and then threeâ
When you donât respond right away, he steps around you and impatiently nudges you in- headstrong as ever- through the bathroom door with a throaty huff.
âŚ
He smells of strawberry shortcake. Vastly sweeter than what he really is, you think with a wry but endeared smile, when you extend a slow, ever-cautious hand to pet.
To your surprise, he lets you.
Call it a truce between you both. A comfier place for him to crash at for a little more peace of mind on your end.
With all the dirt and dried muck lathered out from his coat (it took an hour or so, and patience- as he flung water and stubbornly tried to readjust in the small tub- lots of it), youâre given the chance to finally see the beauty of his breed.
Chalky white fur, soft as the cashmere sweater stowed in your closet on standby for the chilly autumn weeks ahead. His hair is long, perhaps overdue for a trim- not that youâre deluded enough to believe heâd allow a groomer anywhere near him- and easily covers most of the scarring underneath.
Convincing him it was safe to let you clip his nails was an even harder task than getting him in the bath- but he⌠cooperated. In a looser sense of the word.
None of your limbs are missing. Thatâs a small miracle in itself. Youâre thankful for the little breakthroughs with your new pet, even if it feels like youâre walking uphill all the while.
He hops up on the sofa beside you. True to your word, you allow it, the springs dipping beneath you both as he settles.
If the couch fell through the floor and onto the one below in a mist of crumbled drywall, youâd have no right to be surprised. None at all.
Trying not to show a fraction of your joy as he sets his head on your lap lest that deter him, you bite back a grin and rest a hand on his back. You avoid needless contact with his head- you get the feeling thatâs a iffier place for him. Youâd respect it, of course. Your show of patience has been nothing less than outstanding in the past week. Now that youâre finally making headway with him (and yesâ his letting you bathe and sit with him is headway), youâre encouraged.
BesidesâŚ
Unpredictable. The forbidding advice of the shelter employee rings in your head.
Ahem.
Itâs late.
Tomorrow, youâve another long day of work and second-guessing your surroundings and the people in them. Whether or not youâll be attacked in your own home by your persistent ex-boyfriend who couldnât stop meddling with your life even if it meant saving his own.
The doubt, momentarily, is pushed to the back burner.
You smooth your hands through his velvety fur. A strange layer of peace drapes itself over you, warming your chest like a fleece as his back rises and falls, your quiet breaths punctuating his own heaving ones.
âYouâre a good boy, you know,â you murmur contentedly as you lay your head back and drift off. A crimson set of eyes regards you carefully, peering up through fine, snowy lashes.
From the barrel of his chest, he lets out a deep rumble like he understands. You know he doesnât.
Half awake, you weave your fingers along him, âYou are. You are a good boy,â as if itâs come as an epiphany to you- made realer as itâs spoken.
Before you let sleep take you entirely, you murmur with a ghost of a grin, teasing despite knowing itâs ridiculous because your words arenât coherent to him- just a swooning, soft sound to bitten earsâ
âHey⌠I could tell you didnât really like Cookie, or Sweetie, or Dragonfruit, but⌠what aboutâŚâ
A moment passes. Barely, you register his snout lifting from your thigh.
âSylus.â
Before dozing off, youâre fairly certain- for his sake- youâd left the lamp on that night.
âŚBut when you wake the next morning to your alarm blaring in the room over, all that lights the living space is the sun streaming through the blinds.
âŚ
You blink and autumn is in full throttle.
You blink and youâre trading your thin sleep shorts out for pajama pants and slippers- layering your work blouses with wooly cardigans.
Days leap over one another like cards of a rolodexâ yours, on your cubicle desk: filled with doodles of the unruly pooch waiting at home for you. Idling over him is all that you can do to ease your mind as anxiety gnaws through.
You worry for him when heâs home alone. Not because you heed the warnings you were once given- âheâll tear a hole in your wallsâ- but because you care for him, and with that brings the inexplicable want to see him as soon as possible.
Of course, he canât speak, but he shows in his own way that he misses you too when youâre gone.
Once your shift ends, you do as you did the day before. You quickly take the jacket off your wheely chair and gather your things, waving to the select few coworkers who donât make you want to rip your hair from the root.
Perhaps if youâre quick enough, youâll even make it off the bus, to your complex, before the sun sets. You appreciate fall for its colors. Not for the darkness it brings far too early to be comfortable with.
Every alley appears with teeth, in those eerily quiet moments when you make the short trek back home. Cars purr beside you on the congested roads, and despite cursing traffic on the ride to your stop, youâre grateful for it now.
At least more people are out; potential buffers to stave off your crazy ex from putting his hands on youâŚ
Potential witnesses if he does.
Damnit. Damnit damnit damnit. Every evening you canât help but wish you could just- take Sylus with you to work. But for so many reasons thatâs just not possible.
Stuffing your hands in your pockets, you breathe out a fine mist and pick up the pace.
You canât escape dusk from falling- but you can take advantage of the early moments of it right before night comes swinging.
You nervously glance up to the sky, a fiery swatch of orange sat under starry blue, and tell yourself itâs fine.
âŚItâs fine- and yet you swear on all things holy you can hear boots pacing behind yoursâ
A gasp. You turn around and get ready to rip your pepper pray from the scabbard that is your pocket- for naught. Emptiness greets you. Sneering and quiet. In the distance, deeper into the city, a car honks. Where you are now though, youâre more or less alone.
You wet your lip where itâs dented from biting. You turn around, and press back on.
Itâs okay. Youâre almost home. Just a bit further. Within ten minutes youâll be crooning to your âpuppyâ and itching behind his ear while he rigidly thumps his tail, closing his eyes indifferently as if he wasnât hurrying to the door as soon as he heard the lock.
Yes, thatâs right. In ten minutes- on the dot (you know because youâre toying with your watch to calm yourself)- youâll be slipping off your jacket and refilling his water bowl, tossing him scraps as you prepare a nice steak dinner in celebration of your weekend commencing. The fancy wine youâll pair with it is to help wash it all down and pretend youâre financially better off than you are. Not to help your nerves.
âŚEven Sylus, the creature who doesnât understand you even if sometimes it seems he unexplainably does, would be hard-pressed to believe such a feeble lie.
Clack. Clack. Clack.
Your heels. A dull, monotonous rhythm against pavement, one you relish now because it fills the crisp, silent air.
Then-
Tap tap tap.
Your heels- âHey baby, wait up- where ya going?â- with the sound of another and the bone-chilling revelation that every suspicion you had was groundedâ
You donât even turn around. You donât reason with, stick up the bird to, or even hastily shout a fuck off, creep, over your shoulder because youâre not sure you have the luxury to.
By the sounds of it, heâs already close.
âOh no you donât. Come on, baby, just let me fuckinâ talk to you!â
-Closer and gaining still.
Fear rattles through you. It goes from zero to one hundred in a breath- yet how to breathe becomes a distant memory as your lungs still. The pulse in your throat drums, and suddenly your cardigan isnât enough to save you from the ice eating you from the inside out- a cold sweat already forming at your nape.
Youâre in such a panic you even forget about the spray in your pocket- the assortment of makeshift blades (keys, pens that grow knives when you click them) tucked in your purse. You have a small arsenal in there. Yet your mind spins.
âStop-! I havenât even been able to visit you lately because of that fucking asshole- since when youâd get a new boyfriend, baby? Do you really not care about me anymore? I just wanna talk!â
No. No no no- and new boyfriend? What-? All thought is dashed from your brain, his hollers becoming static. No, just ignore him, it doesnât matter what nonsense he spouts to try and get you back- you wonât so much as glance behind you. After all heâs done to hurt and twist and outright disgrace you and your home, you donât think he deserves it.
You break into a sprint. The concrete path pushes beneath you. You feel like youâre running in a dream, youâre so terrified- but you do run. You run like hell. You run like a girl.
You fiddle for the key in your purse, shaking as the door opens and you slam it behind you. His hand almost gets stuck in it, the knob jiggling loudly just a millisecond after you lock it.
As the reality of what couldâve been settles, youâre horrified. Cold in the face.
Sylus is there, leaping over to reach you. You wonder if the fury you catch in his wide ruby eyes is your imagination or reality; if he has the inexplicable knowing- based on your frazzled state or the noise- that something is terribly wrong.
âSylus-â
You breathe with relief, but you donât linger. You skitter past to the kitchen for a weapon- a real, proper one. A snarl rips from his throat as you leave him behind you, shouts sounding in the hallway behind your door. He barks at it. Ferocious and lupine. Surely not the make of a dog, of a pet meant for four walls and a roofâ no, itâs a separate beast entirely.
Hostile, unpredictable, growly- dangerous. Oh, youâve no choice but to hope all the labels on his package are true. That heâll rip your ex-boyfriend a new one if he finds a way in.
Hyperventilating, limbs like jelly, you stagger over. In the short span of time it takes you to turn out the kitchen and down the corridor, you contemplate either opening the door and saying go boy, goâ or simply staying back to âdefend.â
You turn the corner and blanche.
Someoneâs in your house- not the creeping, painfully familiar face, however, no- and heâs naked.
And then, everything youâd been working so hard to build with your froward pet over the months, the foundation of trust and patience, the hard-earned truce made between you both⌠As red eyes flash at you in warning, a hand taking the shaking knife from your own before he opens the doorâ it all shifts.
The bottom falls through.
The man opens the door, and perhaps you should be thankful that he takes the squabble outside because youâre sure that the blood spraying from your ex-boyfriendâs nose as it breaks would be impossible to scrub from your walls.
âŚ
âRelax,â he grouses with a tsk, âIâm not gonna bite.â
With split knuckles, a long leg crossed over the other where he sits on your couch, canines just a little too sharp as they catch in the lamplight- thatâs hard to believe.
The blade heâd taken from your hands lies on the cushion beside him, and while you donât make a grab for it, you think he sees the way you eye it- and the knife block in the kitchen- as you clench your fist to keep yourself from fainting while you gawk.
âY-Youâre not my dog.â
One of his brows lifts with amusement- or challenge, perhaps- as you deny the truth laid out before you. Itâs impossible. Of course itâs impossible. He-
That canât be Sylus.
For a moment you believe heâll agree. Nod his head and say, no, Iâm not your dog- Iâm a person; because thatâs certainly how he looks. But he doesnât.
âI simply changed forms,â he explains. âNot who I am to you.â
With nothing else to say- no real rebuttal- you can only flounder. âN-No. Youâre not Sylus.â
That pulls a soft huff from him, âOh, kitten,â he grins a tenuous grin, âIâm wounded. And here I thought your kindness had no takebacks. You gave me that name, didnât you? Sylus.â He sighs, a heavy, affected sound- like this is no more than a theater play to him as he adjusts on your sofa.
âI guess Iâll just have to settle for something else, then⌠Is Dragonfruit still up for grabs?â
D-Dragonfruit? How does heâŚ
The way he looks at you then, with a lift of his chin as he angles his brow in provocation, a smirk only touching half his mouth- makes you freeze. The little hairs on your nape rise.
âŚYet heâs just as scarred as your pet, with the silver hair and the gemstone eyesâ massive, over six foot tall and muscular- and the air about him is⌠familiar. Too much to be comfortable with.
âY-Youâre not-â
Before you can splutter out another denial, he sighs and drops the bravado. He spares the weapon beside him a dismissive glance, stretching one arm across the back of the couch.
âLook, if you donât believe me, thatâs your choice. I wonât try to convince you,â he states, âIâll just let my actions speak for themselves in the course of the next few days.â
âŚWhat? The next few days? Does he plan to stay? What- no. No no no! This mysterious, albeit helpful stranger (helpful in the way that he shook your persistent ex from your doorstep- through violent means, of course) canât seriously think youâll just let him crash at your place after feeding you such a ridiculous lie. Heâs not your dog. Heâs- heâs not some werewolf that can shapeshift on a whim- those only exist in fairytales and teenage romance novels.
Not in your tiny apartment.
âN-No. You- youâre crazy. You have to leave. You have to! Iâll- Iâll call the cops!â
Not-Sylus seems unfazed. Perhaps even a little offended at your bluffing: the vehemence is there. But the certainty is not.
Sure, the department wasnât having your stalker drama- but an intrusion youâre actually witnessing like this canât be easily ignored. If your crappy ex ends up snitching (you doubt it, what with his involvement)- all the more evidence, right?
He all but rolls his eyes, saying like itâs obvious, perhaps even with a mite of amusement, âIâm on your side, kitten. Donât get allâŚâ he looks you up and down, and you hate the flutter of your heart thatâs more than just fearfulâ itâs self-conscious. âHissy now.â
You punch out a scoff of disbelief. âYouâre some stranger in my house! Look- I appreciate what you did, okay? I really do,â you start. You have to pause in between to take a breath because God knows you mean the words you say- youâre just inwardly afraid that the fix was only quick, not permanent, and with the sudden disappearance of your dog? Good luck protecting yourself now. Fuck, you donât even know where he went- maybe he booked it out through the door when you were too distracted by the chaos to notice.
But then⌠why the hell would he leave? He- Heâs never done that until now!
You rub your face and stare at him. The fear lends itself to a distant echo the more you realize youâre no longer in immediate danger. The guy is an unwelcome (and flashy, literally) intruder, yes, one your pooch would waste no time in maiming, but heâs not an active threat... You just have to figure out how to get him to leave.
âBut my dog is a dog. Not a human. Not⌠you.â That you even have to say it out loud is ridiculous.
Even if, the longer you stare, the more you begin to believe it.
The scarred skin, the unmistakable, red eyes, and the somewhat bitten ears- his body weathered from what you suspect to be years of tussling in underground fights (evidently: winning them, not without the cost though)âŚ
And that arrogant little air he carries with him, the one that first endeared you so.
Sylus, it all says.
But no. No- this is insane. Months of being stalked and living like a bug under a microscope have made you worse for wear. Impaired your judgment.
He draws you back to the present with his rumbling voice. âYour dog is more than just some animal,â he huffs. âDonât tell me after all youâve experienced with the stalker that youâre⌠frightened of this side of me? Really? Of all things?â His chuckle is as rich as it is short as he shakes his head.
Frightened? No⌠that becomes a more distant word. Youâre more so stunned than anything else right now as the pieces start to fall in alignment with each other.
âWell, how about this,â he offers at your silence, waving his hand. âLet the week pass. By the end of it, you can decide for yourself if Iâm real or truly just a figment of your imagination, sweetheart⌠YouâŚâ he lowers his gaze, then. Uncertain, almost.
âYou can even decide if you want me to stay.â
He rubs nothing between his fingers, glancing up again with a pointed brow. âDeal?â
And if you say no? If, on the off chance youâre wrong and you kick him right back to the curb- to a sorry life of abandonment and bloody illegal brawls and God knows what else?
Your mouth wavers. âI- I donât believe it.â
You do believe it. But itâs crazy.
He almost snorts. âYouâd better start. But with that pest taken care of now⌠I think youâll catch on quite fast,â he grins. âIâm here for you, kitten. Isnât that what you wanted me for? Protection? Donât tell me once I serve my use youâll throw me out?â He laughs. But then he sighs right after, pursing his lips and looking down to his lap where he makes no effort to adjust the thin blanket that covers his nakedness as it nearly slips.
Headstrong. Cocksure. Bored with his surroundings in a way only mature folk really tend to be. The sage advice of that employee flashes in your mindâ âheâs on the older side, so naturally heâs a bit grumpy, snippyâ; really, you shouldnât gasp at his temperament but with your current situation itâs a little hard not to when he clips out-
âSo? Do we have a deal or not?â
And, well, whatâs the harm in giving him your couch for one night?
Or several.
âŚ
A wintry chill pricks up your neck. Along your arms. Down your limbs where they bundle beneath the covers- to the tips of your toes as you respond with a shiver.
It rattles you in tandem with pleasure.
Upon waking, a few things blitz through your mind too fast to catch. For one, youâve woken before your alarm- meaning youâll be miserable in the minutes or hours of consciousness before it actually does go off. Secondly, the bed feels heavier.
âŚAs do your bones.
Thirdâ Sylus is not on the couch like heâs been for the past few months. Heâs with you, in the comfort of your own bed, and as the wooly blanket slips down your upper half- leaving you to the cold air- it reveals to you a head between your thighs.
Pried open. One held up for a soft kiss while the other is pinned downâ both wet. Sticky with- with you.
You gasp. âSylus-â
Youâve no time to even rub the sleep from your eyes, big weathered hands anchoring you in place, because he lifts his head from his plate for a millisecond when you try to stop him and does something he hasnât for months.
He snarls.
âQuiet. Iâm eating.â
Protective. Territorial. That isnât your pussy he eats from, lapping fervently at it as if it wasnât just a number of hours ago you were hand-feeding him steak cubes from the cutting trayâ no, itâs his.
He blocks your hand from interfering when it slips beneath the cover. So when that doesnât work, you attempt to clamp your legs shut (quavering, you realize, on either side of his lupine face). All your efforts- bogged by sleep and the simple fact that he was leagues stronger- are for naught.
âGood tryâ, his eyes seem to tease, though, glittering devilishly at you as his tongue flicks your clit. And then, when you hesitantly lie back and rest a hand in his hair- âthatâs it, kitten.â
âGood girl,â he practically purrs.
Heâs got a big appetite. Youâve known that.
Not as much as you do right now.
âSylus, wait wait wait,â you moan. Life has thrown so much your way, especially in the past year or so, but you never went belly-up for it. You fought and resisted and squared up.
But right now, half of you almost wants to take him lying down- let him take his fill of you and then pin you down to take some more. Let him have his way with you, whatever that may entail.
But you- You have work tomorrow, and- and responsibilitiesâ
âHush,â he goes, voice muffled, having some preternatural ability to tell just what youâre thinking. He drifts a hand up your belly to splay over the valley of your breast. Your heart thumps beneath his callous palm like a metronome. Like a ticking clock, counting down the seconds or hours before you need to get up and get ready. Start a day in which you leave home, leave Sylus, and spend the rest of it longing to get back.
âJust take the day off.â
Grudgingly, you lie your head back. Itâs⌠not a great idea, but as your rationale clouds, it seems like your best one.
âO-Okay.â
As a hot, long tongue stripes up your pussy and then his other hand, the one he used to comfort you in his own weird way, slinks downward again- the ceiling becomes too boring to bear.
So you glance down.
Heâs handsome as all get out. Really, a couple months ago when he first appeared to you as a human, that was all you could think as days passed and you became grossly aware that you were sharing a confined space with a man. That you had been all alongâ and your prancing around the apartment half-naked was just one of the countless spectacles heâd seen.
He never pounced, though. Never lunged. Never bit you like a dog or hurt you like a man, even when every bit of his crude exterior screamed hazardous. He was a good boy. And you donât care what form he takes; he took you as you are, didnât he? When you were scared of your own shadow and a little snippy because of it. He let you hold the leash to his heart and snarled at anything that came too close- protected you against your piece of crap ex without prompting. Turned your fear into a mellow thing.
Warmth prods at your heart. Loosens your legs up where they clench around his head.
That day at the pound turns in your memory like a spindle.
You couldâve lost him. He- He couldâve been gone forever hadnât you showed.
âŚBut you did show. For the shitty time youâd been having, Sylus was your one silver lining. You were there for each other as a shoulder to lean on and a hand to hold.
Your fingers tug gently on his scalp. Fruity shampoo breathes out from the blanket when you flip it over his head to allow him better access. Nerves eat you from the inside out. Youâve seen the looks, the hungering glances and felt the fingertips that linger in seemingly innocent touches:
Finally experiencing the culmination of his quiet longing is a whole different game, though.
Slurps ring out from your thighs. Your sighing, candied words- spoken in that ridiculous tone reserved only for him- make his ears perk atop his head.
âGood boy,â you breathe. âY-Youâre perfect.â
He rewards your obedience with a finger, thick and delightful. You gasp and arch your back into his hands- or, his one hand- a throaty moan rippling from his open mouth. The several little muscles in his face go lax when you coyly guide him deeper into your cunt and he melts.
âYou taste delicious,â he whispers. âSweet girl. I can-â a deep, shivering inhale. Not from you- from him. âI can smell how much you want itâŚ. Youâre soaked.â
You mewl his name and almost reach full relaxation âtil you glance back down and, with the covers off, spot where his other hand disappears. Heâs naked- not in the boxer briefs and sweatpants youâd bid him goodnight in- and holds his fat, upright cock in his hand.
And his hand is big. Can dwarf every part of you with its hold.
His cock is somehow bigger.
Your heart leaps from your chest as he eyes you. Heâs daunting. Every bit intimidating and then some- especially as you realize he wonât be just content with kitten licking your pussy, delicious as it is, and ending the intimate moment right afterward.
Dogs will always take the bowl if you slide them one: and then look to you later for seconds.
Point is- heâs insatiable.
You shiver as raunchy images flash in your brainâ rough fingers pinning back your thighs as he rams inside you, setting a relentless pace as he bites and sucks and claims.
In your imagination, he doesnât pull out when he comes.
âŚWhat really takes your breath is the engorged knot at the base of him, though, flushed an impatient red. Fattening by the second.
Cum- not pre- dribbles from the tip. For how long heâs been at this, you donât know.
âSylus-!â You mean to shriek it, but you can only manage a whispering scream. âWait, wait, wait! what do you have in your hand-!â
A grin plays at his lips. Crooked, recalcitrant.
Challenging.
Heâs hardly lucid, what with the delicious heat emanating from the slick lips he stuffs a second finger in, to acknowledge your question, so itâs surprising when he pulls back a centimeter to make an answer. Lust grips him tightâ the need to fuck and take and mountâ but that concerned, cute little bump in your brow is one he wants to smooth.
Itâs the least he can do.
âTake a guess,â he sussurates, licking slowly up your inner thigh. Torturing you. âItâll be in yours soon though, kitten, so get ready.â
Your eyes bulge from your skull.
His response: a low chuckle paired with a moan.
From that point on, even as he suckles expertly at your puffy clit, working you to a sniveling mess as you scream on his fingers, youâre focused entirely on what heâs doing below the blanket. He palms at himself- itâs all he can do to relieve the ache as he wrestles with his fraying self-control- massaging his balls and knot as they throb.
When he withdraws his digits from you, eyes drooping at the cream coating his knuckles before fluttering back at the taste of itâ you lie back down and gulp.
Taking work off today is a good idea. You can already think of a few excuses. Not being able to walk properly is one of them. Being unable to get out of bed⌠Feeling so sore and feverish after heâs fucked you into pyrexia that you canât even move an inch without being reminded of it.
He straightens. The cover slips off him entirely and heâs tall. Hulking. Painting you in his shadow- but the moonlight brings out the sheer hunger on his face, and you alight with warmth all over again.
You hope heâs primed you. You pray heâs done good to prepare you for whatâs to come. Because oh, itâs coming. You know that.
âNow,â he heaves, dragging your legs either side of him as he kneels. You can tell heâs not well off, trying to muster a cocksure grin but failing as he perspires at the temple. âTo the good part.â
You frown at that, almost- a pang of hurt weaving through the haze of desire and the smell of your musk on his fingers as he licks them clean again, ever thorough. He notes the flicker of your brow with a thoughtful pause and then a sigh, shaking his head as he grabs your jaw and angles his front down.
He chuckles, and you experience a singular flash of softness when he goes, âOh, so sensitive⌠Donât pout. I thoroughly enjoyed the opening too, kitten.â
Youâre shaking. Insides molten with the pure want for him to just- to just do something already. Thereâs no opportunity to come down from your high because you feel his cock bob against your tummy as he sets himself up, and you burn anew.
Oh, you love him. You really do. Heâs endearing in all the places he shouldnât be. Heâs charming and strong and willing to fight for you. So you donât care if heâs a little old and slow on the uptake when it comes to new tricks- territorial and intimidating. Heâs yours.
Eyes half open, you lift your hands to trail from his pecs to his firm, scarred belly. With a hiss, he trembles. Catches your wrists and tuts at you a second later, saying, âItâs better to keep those at your side. Once you get me going, I wonât be easy to stop.â
And youâd be half tempted to tease him some more, you know, but fuck if he isnât massive. And fuck if you arenât a little scared for it.
So you clutch the sheets as he drives himself inside with a grunt, and settle below him. You trust heâll take care of you.
The entrance is, at first, surprisingly smooth, what with the natural lube youâve provided for him. You let him lift your ass and bend you into a bow-shaped thing so he can hit deeper- and thatâs when thereâs some turbulence.
Your fingers curl into the cotton fabric. You brace and wait for the sting to subside. When you realize your eyes are clamped shut, though, you open them to see his expression and pall at the sight of him.
Heâs gorgeous. Even when he looks like heâs ready to sneeze- brow scrunched and jaw slack as he dragoons himself inside, tormentingly slow- heâs nothing less than charming through your lens. But youâre thankful for the time he gives you to adjust because you need it.
Frankly, if he intends to put his knot insideâ and he fucking wonât, thereâs just no wayâ the walls of your pussy need the patience on his end.
For several seconds, Sylus does not breathe. Youâre sizzling hot; when he eventually bottoms out, he canât tell where he starts and you end- all he knows is that itâs gooey and warm and so fucking tight his balls throb. He deliquesces between your thighs. You welcome him, your body like a landing pad.
He supposes, right then, youâve always been very hospitable.
Sylus curses. âNgh, youâre tight... Loosen up,â he presses his forehead to yours and hisses out through his teeth. His eyes glitter like rhodolite in the dark. Reverent hands run down your side and clasp your hip. With your slick still coating his lips- tangy sweet, you find, as he presses them to yours- you realize heâs worshipful. The moonlight pouring in the blinds makes his silhouette glow a true blue.
âYouâre perfect,â he murmurs, swiping over your bottom lip with his tongue. âSweet, and soft. And a very good girl. Iâve got your back. You know that, donât you?â Then, he draws his hips back andâ
Your little bed judders. But the squeak that sounds out is yours as he ruts back inside and your labia brushes with his knot.
He wonât put it inside. He wonât. Youâre sure of it. Mutts only do that when theyâre mating. Mutts only do that. Sylus is- is so much more than that, andâŚ.
âMmm,â an uncontrollable moan escapes you as he begins to move, like really move, and your eyes roll.
With some difficulty, he continues. âYouâre naive. Plucking something like me from its cage. But I admire your bravery, kitten, soâ f- uckâ let me just show you, hm? How far my loyalty goes?â
Void of words, you nod.
The reindeer-patterned bedsheets arenât enough. Your hands leave them in favor of Sylus, grasping around his back so tight your fingertips can make out the raised scars there. Planes of muscle flexing with divots with every thrust forward.
Offhandedly, he hits that sweet spot inside you. Your nails dig in by accident, and you say his name, stringing out the syllables in a delightful, dizzying mewl.
The floodgates- they burst open. Something in him gives.
He rams forward, abandoning his restraint altogether as his furry, salt-and-peppered tail whacks the mattress beneath you. That fat swell below his cock teases at your sweltering hole with every pump inside, and Sylus burrows his nose into your sweaty neck to whimper.
Youâve never heard such a noise escape him before. Huffs, grumbles, long, exaggerated sighs he makes whenever he finds a nice spot to lay down (usually on you), as if he pays the rent around hereâ but never that.
He whines, words strained, âThink you can take my knot? Hah⌠Nod your head for me, kitten- because I donât think that I can stop it. I canât wait any longer. I need you toâŚâ he shudders, âtake it.â
One moment youâre nervously glancing down to monitor him- and the next heâs nudging your head back with his nose before crashing his lips to yours. Your eyes widen when he flips you over, presses his chest to your back, and thrusts inside with vigor.
With the new angle, you stretch around him with a mewl, but every bone in your body locks when his hips slam flush to your ass andâ
His knot pops inside with a gasp.
Throwing your hands to the strong ones he latches around your midriff, you wail. He clings to you like a limpet, his thighs trembling behind yours as he moans endlessly in your ear. Pointed teeth graze at the nape of your neck. He doesnât bite- but amidst the warp of pain and a pleasure so intense it gives you vertigo, you distantly realize that he probably wants to.
He holds himself off. Breath hitching as his pelvis claps into you. Euphoria rolls across him, shocks him like a static bolt, every fiber of his being awash with it as his jaw falls open and he succumbs to you.
When he comes, itâs so hard his ears ring.
The walls of your pussy become less hospitable, then, clenching around him so tight as you both cum that for a moment, he canât even say a word to ease you. He aches inside you- you can feel it. The girth of him twitching as your heat swallows him up with a spasm. His knot takes all thought from your brain. Stuffed inside your poor hole, tumid and veiny.
You feel him coalesce with you, too. Eagerly rutting his seed inside (ensuring it sticks, you realize when he drops a finger to your folds, checking for leakage), releasing rope after rope of hot cum as you go limp and take it.
You offer up a choked mewl when he kisses at your spine, brushing your hair aside just to access your neck where he licks and sucks. You trust Sylus not to get carried away with a bite if he did, to lose out to what heâs been taught.
Evidently, he doesnât trust himself.
Your fingers dig into his thick, scarred forearm and he sighs behind you- a long, feeble sound. Heâs barely able to keep himself draped over you- let alone support your own position beneath him, what with the soup youâve made of his brain- but he manages.
Silence sprawls out as you attempt to steady your breaths. All that comes in between it is the occasional, wet squelch and the gusting inhales he takes at the column of your neck.
âIt⌠hurts. So goodâŚâ he hisses after several beats. Only marginally brought back to reality, you flutter your eyes open and offer a yip back. âYouâre doing so well, though⌠Just-â He twitches inside you, then, throbbing like a second pulse point, his cock undulating in your walls, greedily taking up all the space.
âFuck. Stay still, sweet girl,â he grunts, harebrained. His eyes crinkle and close. âI want it all inside. Donât wanna see so much as a drop escape that perfect, tight pussy. Hah- you hear me?â
âY-Yes,â you quiver back. Speaking is too difficult, you realize a second later, shoving your open mouth into the pillow as you pant for air.
Yet, you canât help but ask with a slur, âSylus- when- when will it be over?â
He moans, right in your ear. Goosebumps run up your naked body- all that clothes you.
âItâs too big,â you cry.
âNo,â he quips. âItâs just right.â
As if on cue, your cunt gives another squeeze around him, milking him for all heâs worth. In response, he bows his forehead into the crook your shoulder and jaw make to bury a whine, and your mind spins when you register his balls, hanging fat against your ass, lurching. And oh, youâre spilling, you can feel it, beginning to ooze profusely from your puffy lips even as he keeps it plugged; really, even if Sylus wanted to separate from you (he doesnât), he couldnât.
Thereâs nothing in him that wants the distance. The idea of self-autonomy. The idea of independence. No- heâs all yours.
âWeâll wait it out,â he breathes. Coasting a hand along your belly in an effort to placate you. He knows it canât be easy for you. But the worldâ that stupid, irksome ex-boyfriend of yoursâ needs to understand where your heart belongs. Thereâs no better way to show that than to demonstrate it first with the body.
And youâ
(Bitten by his branding kiss, supple skin covered with the divots of his teeth, your belly full of his veritable seed-)
Well. Nobody should look at you, he decides in his spirit right then, and come to any other conclusion but the one that youâre his.
Unmistakably, irrevocably, his.
âItâll subside soon enough,â he soothes with a peck to your throat, a surprisingly chaste move. He loops his arms around your waist again and carefully- mindful not to exacerbate the heady ache- maneuvers on his side, pulling your back to his front. He whispers at your ear, âSo long as you donât move or stir me up, weâll be fine.â
Yet, a set of canines brush at your jugular, and again- thereâs that inkling, this time in better clarity, that passes your conscience. You know he wants to bite. To mark. To claim. You know it and have the vague idea of all it entails, yet he⌠wonât.
With a frown, cursing as you turn ever so slightly and his fat knot shifts inside you, you hazily meet his eyes.
His are practically glowing, laying heavy on you. Charting across your face the moment they make contact, observing every brief flicker of your expression to try and assign a feelingâ happiness, he hopes, contentednessâ to it. His lashes totter and you burn with shame when a lewd suck rings between your legs, his cock wet all the way down to the slight plush of his abdomen.
You donât mean to pout, âwhy wonât you-â
âNot yet, Kitten,â he scolds. Trying to swallow down a pit of self-consciousness in your throat, you murmur, âWhat, do you not want me?â Sylus huffs as if offended. His eyes drag from your lips to your searching eyes.
âReally, kitten? âŚWhat, should I give you an equally stupid answer?â
Oh, youâd tug his tail if you had the luxury of moving right now-
âOf course I want you. Canât you tell?â He sighs, then, burrowing his nose into your neck almost to hide. His ears droop along his head, donning a relaxed look.
âSo. Did you like it..?â
âY-YeahâŚâ you murmur, carefully looping a hand back to stroke behind his fuzzy ears. âBut, I just⌠I thought youâd really do it, I thought youâd really tie us together-â
He chuckles richly. âWeâre already tied together, kitten,â peppering another kiss below your jaw, licking appreciatively at the sweat that clings to soft skin. âIâve belonged to you for some time now, havenât I?â
Your heart skips a beat when you realize heâs right.
âI- I guess so. Yeah.â
âSo no more whining,â he lifts his chin to sample your lips, this time- his knot still throbbing white-hot and insistently inside you (albeit the ache is lessening)- eyes lidded as he conveys his affections.
âIâll do it when weâre both ready. WhenâŚâ He pauses to swallow.
In that short frame of time before he next speaks, youâre drawn to all his scarring. The faded ligature marks around his neck, the seemingly permanent gnashes along his body (which was a touch too lean before you familiarized him with good food). The nip taken from one of the ears sat atop his silvery, mussed locks. In that moment, you donât see the misshapen, loveless thing he was beaten intoâ but rather the softness he worked to regain for you.
âWhen I know itâs manageable.â
If he feels unsure of himself- whether he can remain⌠civil, for lack of a better word, amidst the fervent haze that a mark would bring aboutâ then you suppose you could wait for a bit longer.
âOkay,â you murmur with a faint, understanding smile, caressing one half of his face dotingly. You tilt your head slightly to plant a firm, benevolent kiss to the corner of his mouth.
âBut youâll always be a good boy to me, okay? I trust you. I told you before- youâre perfect-â Rather roughly, he noses your head back into the pillow, readjusting his iron hold around you as he grumbles into your hair.
ââŚHush. Now close your eyes and go back to bed. Iâll tell you when itâs ready to pull out.â
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#sylus#sylus love and deepspace#sylus smut#love and deepspace smut#lads#lads smut#sylus x reader smut#sylus x mc#sylus x you#sylus x reader#sylus qin#hybrid#syluses#â§â đ°.âđđđđđđđđĄđđđ#i feel like i hate this#but at the same timeâŚ#hard to hate sylus knot idk
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PnF Spirit Week 2: May 31st - Teal Duo
Are we all excited for Agent T (for Teen) episode!?!? I know I am!
#phineas and ferb#pnfspiritweek#pnf#stacy hirano#perry the platypus#another very fun prompt!! honestly i am projecting very hard for Stacy to be Perrys assistant in agent t episode xD#trying to manifest that same level of shennanigans as in blackbeard episode where perry had to run around taking care of high candace#but also stacy bein unexpectedly exceptionally ACCiDENTALY capable at the same time xD
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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A young gith and her dragonling
Close-up + timelapse:
(Available as a print here)
#the other one kind of blew up but this is the one I actually wanted to make#I'm quite honestly very unsatisfied with everything I make lately (more than usual anyways)#so I find very hard to not get stuck redrawing the same piece infinitely#this one would probably benefit from yet another retry but I don't think anything I can make with my current skill would be enough#anyways thought the timelapse would be interesting for this one#lae'zel#lae'zel of crèche k'liir#lae'zel art#lae'zel fanart#bg3 art#bg3 fanart#bg3#bg3 lae'zel#dragon#dragonling#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate fanart#baldur's gate iii#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art
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quite frankly idgaf what Luigi Mangioneâs politics are, he actually did something to make a change and thatâs more than most people can say
#heyyyyy fbi this is totally a joke iâm not on his side what noooooooo#edit: good god yâall canât read between the lines. he did something to TRY and make a change#which is more than yâall complaining have ever done. is that better. is that more clearly spelled out for you.#also iâm not a fan of this whole âoh nothing changed nothingâs ever gonna change so why botherâ attitude#we canât get complacent just because making change is hard. we have to keep trying#even if it fails over and over we have to keep trying#luigi mangione#united healthcare#brian thompson#us politics#also yeah obviously innocent until proven guilty. sentiment is the same either way
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#my giant masterpost for my two whole art pieces#but I like to keep all my fanart in the same place. Iâll update it if I do more#gravity falls#bill cipher#Stanford pines#ford pines#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#surreal art#fun fact the first time I tried to post this bricked the app so hard I had to delete it twice to make it let me post again#normal. I love Mobile!#art masterpost
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#GIANT SPACE WOMAN I LOVE YOUU !!!!!! <33#starfire#dc fanart#teen titans#koriand'r#kory anders#my dad has old teen titans comics from the 80s where she had her amazing giant hair and man#he grew up crushing on her hard bc of those comics and then decades later i grew up reading his comics just to end up exactly the same#big hair starfire will always have my silly little heart#i remember how cool it was as a kid to finally see a fem chara that was way bigger than her bf so thank u kori for being the og Giant Woman#i should share the ref pics i used at some point too bc they were super fun#theyre on my side insta @crowscraps if u wanna see em#my art
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scanning the horizon
#loz#botw#sidon#bazz#totk#sidlink#kinda???#i keep trying to draw something for zora may but im not feeling the prompts at all#so instead i just stacked my favourite guys#also you have no idea how annoying it was to pose them with the stupid tails in the way#same with figuring out the hands in front of their faces#why are zora stupid shaped it makes my life so hard
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invisible ink
#fanart#digital art#omniscient reader fanart#orv fanart#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#han sooyoung#orv comic#i really really love hsy#but its hard for me to articulate my thoughts#so i made a comic#the same way hsy can only hope every sentence she carves carries a message#that will eventually be visible to the reader#(please live. i love you.)#wow isnt that kinda meta#i wish i couldve made it more satisfactory but!!!!#I Tried!!!!!#aaughhh
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Ok, so I know we make a lot of jokes about how gay the Trojans are, but after reading tgr⌠thatâs totally on purpose
Thereâs a reason that Rhemman respects Wymack so much, and itâs that theyâre doing the same thing. Where Wymack has made a team thatâs a haven for kids who need a second chance, Rhemman has made one thatâs a safe space for queer athletes.
Rhemmanâs quieter about it, in part because he can be, and in part for the safety of his kids, but itâs the same thing Wymackâs doing. And while he might not be as outspoken about it, heâs absolutely putting out the signals for those who might need to know. Just look at who his captains are. Jeremy, whoâs had a lot of attention for being unsubtly gay. And Xavier, a trans man who has transitioned while vice-captain and isnât trying to hide it.
And if his two captains werenât a loud enough signal that his team was a safe space, you have the teamâs reputation. Theyâre known for being nice to everyone. Anyone who joins this team knows what standards theyâre going to be held to and can guess that bullying wonât be tolerated within the team. More than that, the teamâs reputation doesnât just mean safety at home, it also acts as a shield for its players. Itâs well established that almost no one beefs with the Trojans and going after one of their players is a taboo. (Yes Jean is the exception here, but the more entrenched in the team he gets the more itâll be true for him too).
Rhemman has gone out of his way to make a space as safe as possible for queer athletes. And for those who need it, heâll show them itâs possible to live a happy fulfilled life by modeling it for them. Rhemman and Wymack are two sides of the same coin.
#these two men are trying so hard to show their circumstances donât define them#theyâre trying so hard to help the next generation#and I love them so much for it#they may have distinctly different attitudes#but theyâre the same#fathers#they deserve the world#david wymack#james rhemann#tgr spoilers#the golden raven spoilers#the golden raven#tgr#screaming from a rooftop
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Oh wow, I'm absolutely FLOORED by the response on my Strawhat Screenshot Redraws! Thank you so much, been reading all your lovely tags and smiling SO much!! đ
Here's Part 2 with requests from Insta plus some. Let me know if there's someone else you'd like to see!
#one piece#nnobodiusart#Portgas D Ace#Portgas D. Ace#Nefertari Vivi#Princess Vivi#Buggy the Clown#Red Haired Shanks#Shanks#Dracule Mihawk#Sir Crocodile#Donquixote Rosinante#Trafalgar Law#Trafalgar Water D. Law#Bon Clay#Perona#Screenshot Redraw#I added Vivi Ace Crocodile & Shanks the rest were requested#Law and Mihawk are HARD to draw can't do them enough justice#Mihawk is a bit live-action inspired#Sorry for the semi-unintentional Shuggy may happen again#Note to say Ace looks almost the same bc Alabasta Ace is literally perfect
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yâall love to throw around the âyou look like a sculpture/paintingâ comment but iâve never seen someone fit this description as well as Assad Zaman. Heâs like if a renaissance painting made a wish to become human. Botticelli personally had a hand in his creation. His tits fat and his whimsy plentiful. Heâs got the âsad kicked puppy dog sorrowful little cosmic jokeâ look DOWN like itâs nobodyâs business. The antithesis to iphone face. Stone tablet face. Perfect man, honestly.


#yes i just watched#iwtv#i tried so hard to dislike#armand#but heâs got big orange eyes and many unsettling things to say#how could i not love him#Heâs so gorgeous i had to make a pinterest board for him like i did with my kpop biases.#Him and Seonghwa sit at the same table actually#Iâm a lesbian not blind#Whenever lesbians FLOCK to a famous or fictional man you just know heâs truly beautiful#story of my life actually#okay iâm done rambling in the tags#assad zaman#amc iwtv
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a little collage of dressrosa stuff from late february
#one piece#luffy#trafalgar law#zoro#sabo#a cloud storage scare made me backscroll my saved photos and i remembered this again#oh the STRUGGLE of drawing sabo. i finally figured him out but i have a hard time nailing the same vibe every time#zoro ur mind is beautiful to me#i dont remember the context for all of these but i know inwas desperately trying to warm up before drawing some comic of some sort#corazon#donquixote rosinante
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